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Not Angry, Just Disappointed

by Alan of Galloway

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1.
Cat 04:06
You're like a bird in the belly of a cat You're like a bird in the belly of a cat You're like a bird, a bird You're like a bird, a bird You're like a bird in the belly of a cat Oh no, you know this is the wrong place Oh, you know, you maybe living in the wrong way Where is the one you love? You're like a cat in the belly of a bird You're like a cat in the belly of a bird You're like a cat, a cat You're like a cat, a cat You're like a cat in the belly of a bird
2.
Mean Guy 03:30
Mean guy, evil eye he's had a million different women but we don't know why yeah he's a hot date don't be late he's counting 'One, two, three, four' Strange year, filled with fear any minute now he'll make you disappear you're gonna flatline had your time he's counting 'One, two, three, four'
3.
Red flags under blue skies unnerving, unexpected sight A ringing phone, a barking dog the dread of repetition The dread of repetition, repetition Right now whichever way I break it down You know it's breaking down Here I go again Hey, there's someone waving Shall I find out what he wants? The vision fades, no-one to save this weight upon my shoulders We're only getting colder, getting colder getting older Right now whichever way I break it down You know it's breaking down Here we go now That dawn has gone around and come around Can't let go again Move along, there's nothing here to see I can't go with you, please come with me There's no recognition I don't believe we've met before Oh no, it's fine, the pleasure's mine I see you know the way now There's little left to say now I've nothing left to say Right now whichever way I break it down You know it's breaking down Here we go now That dawn has gone around and come around Can't let go again
4.
None At All 04:48
Give me a trickster god, a one of many storm-tossed on the winds of fate I want a laughing god, confused and friendly, of open doors not guarded gates I want a humble god who shuns cathedrals palaces and minarets I want a god of all forgotten people a god whose people can forget I want a god that’s small and getting smaller might just vanish without trace a god who’s lost his bottom dollar a god who’s scared to show his face I want a beardless god who travels with us no judgement in his fingertips no lightning bolts, no salt in pillars – saves that for his fish and chips I want a guilty god who’ll beg forgiveness weep and mourn for broken trust Who sees the ruin and knows he did this just like every one of us I want a god of woods, a god of rivers toadstools, beetles, worms and mud I want a god who scorns the true believers drowns with sinners in the flood I want a god who knows I do not need him a god who needs gods of his own A god who laid no traps in Eden a god who knows his cover’s blown a god who dances round the fire burns it all and calls for more a god who’s wretched with desire but knows not what he’s longing for I want a god who loves without condition does not love to gain control who plays the bass and keeps the rhythm leaves the mic for prouder souls I want a worried god who shakes in fear struggles to climb out of bed I want a god who’s just as weak as we are flinching at the day ahead I want a god of stories, not of lessons smiles and winks each time he lies Who has no answers only questions a god that we can still surprise A god who lifts, a god who carries, a god who speaks not of a fall who looks to us for sanctuary a god like this or none at all
5.
I've got to get you out of my, out of my I've got to get you out of my mind
6.
Finally Fine 03:07
I've have eaten in the best hotels seated by the sparkling sea I have driven all the fastest cars, there's nothing left for me I have laughed at all the funniest jokes but there are no jokes today I have spoken with the finest minds but there's nothing left to say Still keep clinging to the withered vine we finally find we're fine Just emerging from a state of mind we finally find we're fine I've been living in the biggest house that wealth and luck could find Heart breaks knowing I can only be in one room at a time Still keep bouncing on the bottom line we finally find we're fine Gave up hunting for the stairs to climb we finally find we're fine I have scrabbled underneath the couch, unwound the tabby ends I have settled for a rolled receipt round a pinch of seeds and stems No need waiting for the perfect rhyme we finally find we're fine Gave up tugging at the ties that bind we finally find we're fine Still keep clinging to the withered vine we finally find we're fine Just emerging from a state of mind we finally find we're fine
7.
The road is flowing gutter-stream widens, hungry, vivacious The once lazy street, a wash of concentric circles, bullseying down from the sodden sky The torrent rolls crab-apples, fag packets, feathers Castaway sailors on a sudden tide Penetrates the glass through the eyes soaks the soul rolls away the dry detritus of wasted, weary weeks Time to be up and aff.
8.
Deep seas crystallise and freeze strong tides caught between the sides hard lines laid across our minds hiding that common ground That's when it all broke Carrying all of this alone We need much more than we know We need room to grow Plans change, futures rearrange so surprised, cold behind the eyes hard times laid across our minds hiding that common ground That's when it all broke Carrying all of this alone We need much more than we know We need room to grow
9.
You know the feeling that tries to find you that says your best days are far behind you That you're forgotten, you've hit rock-bottom and no-one's waiting for your call The bus is racing but no-one's steering those dreams your chasing all disappearing Hopes of creating evaporating and no-one notices at all Well you've got to turn this into something turn this into something good got to turn this into something turn this into something good Ain't felt so helpless, ain't felt so lonely ain't felt to empty, ain't felt so phoney This isolation, this devastation well it could lay a strong heart low They give you trouble, don't beg no pardon just take the rubble and build a garden You've got the tool kit, take all the bullshit and make it help your roses grow Well you've got to turn this into something turn this into something good One thing you can guarantee is no-one's gonna work it out for you Take all of the time you need and figure out just what you're gonna do
10.
Dance Band 02:53
Scandalous You're playing with the Dance Band You can't handle us You never stood a chance, man
11.
Obedience 04:04
You know it's wrong but hold your tongue afraid to choose too much to lose But oh, what good has it done you, obedience? Lose good people around you for a pat on the head They pave your way from an early age so stern, so wise and always right But oh, what good has it done you, obedience? Lose good people around you for a pat on the head And oh, what good has it done you, obedience? When you know nothing is ever given is ever given not when they've got you where they want you Quiet, they want you quiet so they can carry on the gathering You know it's wrong you know it's wrong you know it's wrong

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Songs, tunes and ambient recordings. Birds in my garden. Rain on my roof. A lot of time alone.

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released November 24, 2023

All songs written, arranged and performed by Alan McClure
Additional vocals on 'Cat' by Robin McClure
Additional vocals on 'Something Good' and drum-break on 'None At All' by Marcus Samson Wright
Mixing, post-production and mastering by Marcus Samson Wright highstrecords.co.uk - check him out, he's awesome
Cover photograph by Jamie King and used by kind permission. Check him out too, he is also awesome
Encouragement and Ableton troubleshooting by Ross McClure

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